me and westfield are done
thats so weird
i just woke up
and it's now hitting me that i'm not going back. i'm not going back to nights curled up in kyle's bed after a long day. or trips to stanley park every week with amy. or drinking coffee with leah.
next semester i'm in northwestern
and my mom can be happy that i am no longer in western massachusetts
because wsc and i are over
it's like a break up
but only for those relationships where it was not really a relationship. it was more like just a little friend to tote around with you until you moved on and found something newer and something better.
how the hell did summer manage to go by this fast? it's only another 10 days until i move back to westfield. and i feel as though i never left.
in under 2 weeks time, it will be back to westfield. and back to classes and all the like.
foundations of media research..
and it will be my last semester
that seems odd
something must be off.
but alas, my mom wants me to go to a different school. and i guess i must go. i'll miss my friends. and a couple professors -- but i suppose, not much.
i just can't believe that it's starting already
IM BACK FROM SEATTLE WITH A LITTLE MORE THAN THE SUGGESTED AMOUNT OF CAFFEINE AND DIRTY RAIN WATER IN MY SYSTEM. IT HAS ALMOST BECOME PART OF MY BLOOD AFTER ALL OF THAT
I CAN PROBABLY GET TO WORK ON SOME OF MY SUMMER READING NOW...
NEWEST GOSSIP GIRL AND IT GIRL FOR INSTANCE
LIKE BRAIN FOOD.
I'M BACK HOME. AND I AM NO LONGER A SOPHOMORE.
I AM A JUNIOR.
I WISH I CAN GO BACK TO WSC NEXT YEAR
I AM GOING TO MISS EVERYONE (LIKE KYLE, LEAH, AND JESS) WAYYYYYY TOO MUCH IF I DON'T GO BACK. I WILL HAVE TO SEE HOW THE SUMMER GOES.
BUT I KNOW I DID WELL ON MY COMM THEORY EXAM!
I JUST WISH I WAS THAT SURE ABOUT MY OTHER CLASSES.
i've SO HAD IT with finals!
it's so exciting
april starts saturday
SPRING IS HERE!
i love this temperature. i have missed it the last few months. <3
i have a comm history quiz tomorrow (like every other tuesday)
i didn't do any of the reading (like every other tuesday)
and instead of doing it now -- i am going to sum of the best moments of today. all of them took place after 4pm, because that is when monday happens on the wsc campus.
+parenzo basement. because watching leah practice is a turn-on no matter how you slice it. something about redheads leaping around in bright orange shirts make me feel WOW. :)
+going to stop and shop to buy leah more lactaid with kyle because he wanted to come along for the ride. and the fact that the lactaid was not where it was supposed to be. it was instead with the laxatives. so awesome. totally awesome. and funny.
+leah and kyle humping the hood and trunk (respectively) of my car ... SOUTH LOT MONDAY NIGHT PARTIES.
+having sex. :D
i am happy with my life.
LEAH, I MISS YOU!
FEEL BETTER <3
it's wednesday so my spring break is about half over. and i have done no work at all.
true i don't have anything major to return to next week -- but i think my professors (and my parents for that matter) were hoping i'd start to make a dent on a few long term papers and reading assignments during this particular week of boring bliss
i've made a dent on the fridge
and the gas pump
now i know girls aren't supposed to do that (admit to eating -- not admit to driving a car that in spite of being small seems to only get 2 miles per gallion) ... but im not one of those girls. i dont believe in feminism per se (i still think boys should do stuff for me) but for those who have never eaten oreos and m&ms at the same time ---- you're missing out!